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Journal Entry: Mon Jun 1, 2009, 6:14 AM

Journal update.



Update, I guess.


So I haven't updated my journal in forever, so let's get down to bussiness, because this is starting to feel like a blog to me.

Keikoku Ame
Well, Keikoku Ame is in the works of being created. I'm on my own with this project from now on simply because of the lack of motivation with the other, though I will still give her credit in the end piece.


Yumi.
Oh I know I know, you're getting sick of me updating her with all these overworked pazzazzed things, but you know what? I don't give anymore. I enjoy working on this character, and that's all that matters to me. Yumi has been backed up completely with an up to date profile, so whoever decided to go on back then and replace her entire journal with J's will be having a hard time. </passwordchange> Anyway. Another update is coming. My only reason for that is because I'm getting sick of telling people the character profile is out of date. Yes.. She lost her knee, Oooh. GTF over it.


Newly found interests.
Alright, so I've found myself playing on this game called Seafight recently and it's a pretty good time killer. A family member of mine plays with me on this game and we have a great time. I found yet another good Anime which is slightly under credited. It's all over google, so check it out. It's called Air Master.

So with that said, I've found myself playing maplestory again. Please don't ask why... Because I don't know why either.


Drama -[Read with caution]-
Ffff. Depressed once more. Or maybe I just like being depressed. I feel lonely for whatever reason. Like no one's there when I have family and friends here for me. I feel empty... I guess. Excuse my drama llama-ness. Not that many of you care anymore. If you've chosen to read thus far, good for you. You probably won't be for much longer.

Sometimes I think that my empty-ness is because my life is going nowhere, sometimes I think it's there because there's something I'm striving for... And I don't know what it is... But I crave it ever so badly. Pieces of my long since dried out, dusty and cold heart are starting to flake and rinse down my body like water to a well shaped clover leaf.

This feeling never ceases, no matter what I do to block it out, no matter what I do to try and fix it. But I guess... Like always... It's my fault. Here recently I've been getting blamed for things more often, as if their expected of me. Which leads me to think that people are thinking more and more lowly of me. Sometimes I'm a little self-conscious too. The thing is though... You guys treat each other like the weakest among you is a pile of ripped flesh, ripe for the taking and tender against the teeth. I have one thing to say to those of you who are mindless opportunists. At the end of the meat... There's bone, and you'll break your teeth sooner or later.

I dunno. I'm just going on about nothing now... Letting my mind stream off with whatever hypothesis it can possibly grasp. Thanks for reading this, if you have. It feels good to let things out once in a while... Even when you feel like nobody's listening.


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:iconnaturesneurotic:
Herm...
I was gonna leave a comment quoting something you said in the journal and was gonna state how hypocritical it was, but then I realized not only was it hypocritical, but frighteningly accurate and correct, which would make me a hypocrite as well, and chances are we'd end up getting into one of our dumbshit fights over it and it would just suck steamballs. So for the sake of avoiding a fight and avoiding the innocent onlookers a scene of asshole ingenuity, I'll just drop it at that.
Anyway, sux to hear you're still depressed and what have you, but you know. People are people.
:iconneko-of-the-ninth:
Note it to me, I won't be pissed this time around. It may be hard for me to come to terms about things, but as it stands, curiosity has inconspicuously stricken me. This time... I won't fight it, because you're probably right. Besides, we're both hypocrites as is everyone else at times.


-[This was just a rant, I needed to put it somewhere, I didn't think anyone would read it anyway... I might edit this journal. It's full of in-genuine remarks and things that I can't personally prove out of people, so therefore, shouldn't be said.]-

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:iconnaturesneurotic:
I'll just tell you when I come over today.
Then we can both smoke it out or summfink lol.
I know it was just a rant, er... ventilation thingy which is why I said like 8000 times I wouldn't mean anything by it
:iconneko-of-the-ninth:
Lol, yeah that's true. By the way... When ARE you coming over today? Could you make it soon because my mom is like... Pondering on taking me to the hospital and I don't want you to get here and nobody be here.

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*FINISHED*

i caught up with you haha. didnt take much effort since you dont post journal entries much. i just had to read like 3 lulz.


hope your drama from june is gone gone gone.
:iconneko-of-the-ninth:
Rofl. I know. It's because I don't care much for journal entries.

My drama from june was from june. >.> It's been gone gone gone, for a while. :P

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yeyyzles for the disappearance of drama

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